Voilins, giggles and chemistry classes....

Dear dairy,

I don't believe I am living my own life... no can't be.... how can be an extraordinary life be mine.. i am mean, wasn't I the ever time blue guy... never ever had it happened ki some 'decent' girl had ever glanced at me, leave apart chatting, smiling and passing that 'look' to me... it just can't be... you know, I hated SRK... just because he used to get all the pretty girls on the screen ... and off screen as well.... BC... kahin to chhod yaar (my god! Sauz saale tu to ekdum hi pessimist case hai)...but now... with Lina around.. my world is different... I wait for the tution hours to come... school hours are like never ending lectures... time just slows down... and when the time comes... it just flies by...

ppl say I've changed... I frown less... (surprised!! how could u.. tera to face hi waisa tha?) those cunning smiles of kamina raghu don't annoy me anymore.... everlasting teaching of my mom, just doesn't bothers me... I am living my life.... and planning it... lina.. lina ... lina....(**tujhe dekha to yeah jana saman**) she is all around me... (**Ek aur gaya bechara**)
Vic says, she ain't my type... WTF.. who is vic to say so? what if he gives me lift for 5 kms on his cycle.. that he only paddles... this doesn't gives him the freedom to say anything... isn't it dairy? ( Saale, who is kamina now? curing a friend for a girl who just smiles at your foolish face.. MTRFCUKR!!!)(**dost dost naa raha.. haramzada ho gaya**)

She was sitting opposite to me.... she always sits there (is it? or you always fix urself against her? ) my lie is going gud.. with lina, I am sure it will be gud as it can be... they all ask me... what is there between me and her... and when i say nothing... they'll all laugh uncontrollably... wait u AHs... the time of sauz has come.. wait and watch... (**arre diwano, mujhe pehchano.. kahan se aaya, mein hoon kaun**).... what if my grades are getting a bit worse... I have lina by my side... though she never said so... but doesn't they say... feeling flow (saale u'd flunk and then tamachhes will flow.. FCKR)... i don't even listen to the teacher @ tution.. how can I with lina's attentive yet childish face is in front of me.... the other day, tution teacher was frowning at me... MC had noticed my continuous glance... no issues.. i can handle that... and next day.. FCKR made me sit at the last bench... curse him..... devil saala... (beta tu marega... barabar marega)

Tomorrow I am going to do smthing big... I am going to as lina for a coffee... I am utterly nervous.... shaken... i know, like last time... again i'll be stoned in front of her... and she'll pass by giggling... gosh! that makes me mad!!! but not tomorrow... tomorrow I am going to ask her... and for sure... she said her colonel father is planning a visit home... i need to take her out before that ...(pakke se marega kal tu... I am sure of it)
Dairy, wish me luck.... (** Dairy ki duayein leta jaa.. kal tujhko jamkar laat pade**) till tomorrow... adios (oh! spanish bolne laga chhorra, maiyya re!!)

Rising from the ashes

Time flies by. The more u try to cope up with it.. the far it goes out of ur dominance (enough of gyan!!). So, lets stop bikering and come to business... I am back!!!

I will pick the thread from where i left it, sauz's school diary... so last time we saw (abe read chu****) sauz (oh that AH is still lingering on... damn! some persistence), after cursing his damned life, goes to a tution center and meets his 'dream girl' (again!! which one is this 134th or no.. 1st one??)... Lina... ah! and the story had just begun...

Next, I'll pull out more pages from his dairy... and shazam! I've added some 'music' to their (sauz and sam's) montonous life.... we'll hear a song playing in background whenever smthing gud/bad/weird/fucked up happens with them.. a son which just fits the occasion.. howdy!!!

So sail along... ahem ahem! i guess i al the captain and i am the sailor... lets go then....